LIFE

when look back to my post list, just found that my last post was 5 months ago.
LOLXXX~~~
it is so real that many blogger said "it was easy to give birth a blog but hard to give it a life"
looks like a huge jar of passion needed for this extreme hard job. HAHAHA

Today morning received a call asked me to fetch one of my friend to clinic to have his blood test.
At the first i thought he admitted high fever again, since he got his blood test showed that he had admitted to dengue last few days.
quickly i called him & just realize he just want to do blood test.
so i fetch him to policlinic to take his blood test.
BUT~~~
result out.............
...........................
platelet fall from 123 to 90!!!!!!!
WHAT.........!!!!!!
though is just hour-settle stuff but now he is in the GH wad....

waiting for his check in the red wad for 4 hours & finally he got a bed in the wad (why GH always full???).
during the waiting, i feel very tired...
this is the 1st time that i wait in the hospital for 4 hours & do nothing.
the feeling is just suck... (make it clear, not to complain about this)
now i just realize why those people who waiting their friend or family in the hospital look so bad.
feel of waiting & nothing can do is so unsecured & sad.
In the red wad, right opposite of my friend's bed had a guy just been "bang" by a lorry(rumor said) & he can't make it...
1st time saw the hospital people deal with this sort of issue & they just look calm.
when the body had been move to the steel box which like a coffin, they just look like doing a routine job.
what can i said about it... the 1st mind come to me is just "BLESS THEIR HEARTS".
But when i think deep into it, i realize if i was one of them, same reaction will be done...
it's just a nature reaction for those who had pass through lots of this stuff.
If not, i don't think they could make it until today....
same thing to us, as a soul winner (should be), lots of souls that pass through our life that we once try our best to save it out but it just failed.
Are we having the same feeling as those hospital's staff???
it is really a big question that we need to think for it.

1 Corinthians 3:7
"So then neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase"

Here is my baby!!!

within few days, spend jor many money jus to gt my baby...
it's really feel good when gt it on hand
Thx God my dad & mum willing to let me pursue my dream~~~
Really love u 2~~~
haha~~~
but since this, new life begin with new planning.
wat should i do and whr should i go?
Father God pls light up my future and show me ur plan in my life...
This is a all bout my dream to fulfill urs, but how??
pls show me and strengthen me...

Revelation of John 3:7-8

And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write; These things saith he that is holy, he that is true, he that hath the key of David, he that openeth, and no man shutteth; and shutteth, and no man openeth;

I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name.

To my dear fren Sherlly, congratz and wish u have a blessed new life with ur husband. Sry for can't attend ur wedding.

To Sis Jenny, congratz to u too, hope u have a blessed life in future with ur husband.

Happy birthday to u the apple in my eye ^^

top: 好好恋爱－王祖蓝&彭家丽

bottom:你永远不会改变－王祖蓝

this 2 songs are my favorite songs recently.

although this guy is quite funny on the screen but we still need to admit that he had showed what a christian to be

to be the light and the salt in this world

now still at pj....raining like cat and dog~~~

c u all my lovely cg member...

《歌颂》
你用真理和亮光.引导我回到你的殿中.
我就走到你的祭坛.到我最喜乐的神面前.
当我定睛仰望你.我的心不在忧闷烦躁.
我要称颂赞美你.你是我的救主.我帮助.
神阿我的神阿.我要弹琴歌颂你.
神阿我的神阿.我要弹琴歌颂你.
神阿我的神阿.我要弹琴歌颂你.
神阿我的神阿.我要弹琴歌颂你.

Never ever

promise myself never& ever do tis again!!!
it hurt.... both my frens & myself...
sry for who been hurt by me and sry for wat i had done.
ntg i can said but jus thx for my dear fren, thx for ur help and forgive.
just pray tat u all score a better marks for tis.

tmr going to hv a 8-days missionary trip to indonesia.
excited for tis, hope can grab much from tis trip...^^
i means in spiritually, but together wif materially some how look like a good idea too^^
Lolxxx...

20110113

in today morning prayer, God had remind me tis particular story.
i think tis is a famous story even non-christian also should heard it before.
a father and a a son walking on the beach and father told the son to follow his footprint.
God had show me tat all tis footprint is specially design for us individually.
each footprint in our life is design to suit our foot.
God will not design a smaller footprint then ask us to step in tat.
He wont do tat to us. also God remind me 1 thing, tat we r now on the beach.
waves might destroy the footprint in front of us if we r still standing and not moving forward.
but even waves destroyed the footprint thr r still hope tat God will make the footprint again for us when the waves ebb.

but jus dun let God do the second step.
Follow Him each step right behind of Him.

2011

Bye bye 2010. And hii~~~ 2011.

 

God so love me and give me the most awesome present as my start for 2011^^
its damn awesome i want it so badly before tis, and now i'm blogging on it^^
and also thx mum&dad^^ love u both^^

lay my life in Ur hands and pls use it.
this my 1st prayer for 2011.
make me more like U and pls guide me.

Where you go I go
What you say I say
What you pray I pray

Jesus only did, What he saw you do
He would only say, What he heard you speak
He would only move, When he felt you lead
Following your heart, Following your spirit

How could I expect to walk without you
When every move that Jesus made was in surrender
I would not begin to live without you
For you alone are worthy you are always good

You are always good
You are always good
Always good
Always good

Though the world seems to forget
We will not forget
Who you are and what you've done for us

You are my God