LIFE

when look back to my post list, just found that my last post was 5 months ago.
LOLXXX~~~
it is so real that many blogger said "it was easy to give birth a blog but hard to give it a life"
looks like a huge jar of passion needed for this extreme hard job. HAHAHA

Today morning received a call asked me to fetch one of my friend to clinic to have his blood test.
At the first i thought he admitted high fever again, since he got his blood test showed that he had admitted to dengue last few days.
quickly i called him & just realize he just want to do blood test.
so i fetch him to policlinic to take his blood test.
BUT~~~
result out.............
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platelet fall from 123 to 90!!!!!!!
WHAT.........!!!!!!
though is just hour-settle stuff but now he is in the GH wad....

waiting for his check in the red wad for 4 hours & finally he got a bed in the wad (why GH always full???).
during the waiting, i feel very tired...
this is the 1st time that i wait in the hospital for 4 hours & do nothing.
the feeling is just suck... (make it clear, not to complain about this)
now i just realize why those people who waiting their friend or family in the hospital look so bad.
feel of waiting & nothing can do is so unsecured & sad.
In the red wad, right opposite of my friend's bed had a guy just been "bang" by a lorry(rumor said) & he can't make it...
1st time saw the hospital people deal with this sort of issue & they just look calm.
when the body had been move to the steel box which like a coffin, they just look like doing a routine job.
what can i said about it... the 1st mind come to me is just "BLESS THEIR HEARTS".
But when i think deep into it, i realize if i was one of them, same reaction will be done...
it's just a nature reaction for those who had pass through lots of this stuff.
If not, i don't think they could make it until today....
same thing to us, as a soul winner (should be), lots of souls that pass through our life that we once try our best to save it out but it just failed.
Are we having the same feeling as those hospital's staff???
it is really a big question that we need to think for it.

1 Corinthians 3:7
"So then neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase"